You Could Drive A Person Crazy

Seriously though.....

I'm finally here and I am loving it. Point Park is a great place and I'm having a great time. It's been three weeks with change since I moved and I feel so much better here. The people are great too, really...with a few exceptions like most places. Really I can only think of two and it's sad because they both could have lots of friends, but they're constantly rubbing people the wrong way which isn't exactly the best thing to do in the world, especially at college. Classes are pretty good....some are fun but I'm not really learning anything, but there are things like Make-Up and Voice and Speech that I love. Then there's things like English which I'm learning nothing from. And of course Singing for Actors where my professor hates me and I'm never going to learn anything because she's teaching us as if we're five year olds back in music class. Movement is fun, but I feel like Vlad taught me everything I'm learning in here already. Then there's Acting...how to explain that. I really don't know what to think at the moment. We're only playing acting games so far, except for the auto dramas. I'll give it time...we'll see.

It's funny to hear these people say how much they miss home though. I can't honestly say that I miss home at all. Not even my room. And as for people...I don't even know. The only person I can really think of when I say I miss someone is a person I haven't seen for months. We don't even talk anymore. I don't know what happened, but we lost touch completely. It makes me really sad to think about it, but it happens I guess. It blows, but it's life and I have to learn to deal with it. Will we see each other again? I hope so, but I don't know. Maybe we won't, but I guess I have to think of it in a positive way that at least we got to spend the time we did together. And I hope I touched their life like they touched mine. Honestly.

There's someone here though, and usually super positive people drive me crazy, but she is always looking on the bright side, she's always there to be a friend to someone no matter what they do. She forgives so easily and it amazes me. Really, I think we could all learn a little something from her...I think I could learn something from her. And hopefully I do, hopefully some of her rubs off on me so I can stop being such a cynical bitch all the time. It would be a nice change of pace for me.

You Could Drive A Person Crazy - Kelly Jeanne Grant, Elizabeth Stanley, and Angel Desai
The Nicest Thing - Kate Nash
Not A Love Story - Lisa Howard